Lost forever.... (Part II)

I remember days of green,
To sit amongst the streets,
And beneath lights of orange glow,
Clinging to love and laughing with friendship,
Idol times with idealistic measures and signs,
Spending seconds on sounds and minuets on conversation,
Hours on staring,
And the weeks go by,
To bring me to a present day,
A preset way,
Of crossroad yearning,

The weeks that pass,
And days go by,
Minuets wait and,
Seconds lie,
To cry at night,
Challenging sleep to feel the growth,
And his and her and there faces,
Smiling and gyrating,
To fit the situation,
What have I lost to gain,
What mistakes have I made,
To find and replace with loss and pain,
And I miss you all,
No doubt,
There may be drought of words,
But meaning sets in,
Someday.....,
We will never be together again,
And I regret,
Regress,
Digress,

Now the end had no start,
Just thoughts and words on a wall,
Sticks on trees to find what we have lost,
Looking to the future is blinding a right,
Light at the tunnel,
Is just a low lamp,
Now what am I to do,
As I lie at these crossroads,
In the middle of the road,
And I scream at the dark sky,
And I gently wait,
For a speeding car.